Put some headset. Turned on the playlist with Ben & Ben’s Leaves. Started playing scenarios in the head. Officially entering the ‘daydreaming’ world.
It’s funny to think that I spent most of my time creating/thinking this ‘world’ of mine. I don’t know but I really find it comforting moments where I can play sentimental songs while laying in bed and thinking of many possibilities that can happen in my life. I’m really weird but this is how I deal with life. Like what I’m doing at this present moment, writing what had in store inside of me makes me genuinely happy.
So while meditating about life and all that encompasses it, I realize that I will never gonna settle for anything superficial in life. In family, health, in love, in friendship. I decided that I will give my outmost love to the people that is so close to me and will come to my life. I want to be someone who will give love tremendously that anyone would imitate it that they would also share this to others. I don’t know why people nowadays don’t show compassion to others, it’s like it’s really expensive that it shouldn’t be given freely. Which always saddens me. I always want to be someone who cares, who always ready to listen. Who can read not only minds but hearts because everyone right now wants to be heard and understood but fails to be understanding.
By the way, I failed to post an entry about ‘Nostalgia’. Maybe next time. 🙂
I think this entry should be entitled as ‘Random thoughts, again’ but ‘Secret world’ is much more appealing (for me).