I really can’t find the right words to say today. I am currently missing my best friend right now, although we’ve been together just these past few days.
I am terribly missing our late night conversations that turns to life’s realizations and adult type discussion. It’s funny to think that we really are adults now and thinking about it feels like a dream because we used to talked about this kind of phase before and now we are already in this phase. It’s scary but also wonderful and exciting! The hours, days, weeks, months and years that had gone just came by so fast. In a blink of an eye, everything is different, everything had changed. And without us noticing it, we ourselves are also changing (but it’s a beautiful kind of changing) Our perspectives in life and what we value changes over time that makes us who we are now which I am kind of proud by the way.
And one important thing there, time really waits for no one. We can either enjoy it or waste it. It’s funny to think because when we’re young we used to spend all our time outdoors and we used to get mad on our parents (especially to our mother) if they want us to go home already. We used to get mad on them telling us to go to bed early because frankly speaking, sleep is very vital to a child’s growth. And we oftentimes neglected it. And now that we are adults already, how we love to be home, always. We are excited to go to work early because we are also excited to go home early, to just relax and do nothing. And oh how we love sleep! The things that we taken for granted when we are still a kid are the things we treasured today, irony of life. So, me and my best friend have one important realization during her stay here, that although we have so many excuses like, ‘time is just fast these days’ or that ‘I can’t believe August is coming to an end already’ that all we could do is to make the most of the time we have here in earth and make it as wonderful as we want it to be. So we promise to ourselves to be present, to live in the moment ‘cause we always failed to do that part of our life. We are always anxious about the future, of what it will turn out without realizing that there’s this thing called ‘present’ that we need to enjoy.
Right now, I have a more clearer outlook about the future. Thank you best friend for allowing me to see sunshine and sunsets when all I could think of are clouds and thunderstorms. This post is also for you for being such a selfless, kindhearted, sensitive (in a good way) and a very, very strong woman whom I totally adored. I am extremely proud of the person that you become and will be in the near future. I know there are days that you feel like you’re not good enough but believe me when I say that you’re very much special, that you’re such a beautiful human being (outside and most especially inside) full of capabilities and someone who wants nothing but the best for her loved ones. By the way, that’s what makes you even more beautiful, of how much love you are willing to give to your parents and siblings. You have your own unique way of helping other people, which makes you even more lovable. No wonder people loves to be with you. Thank you for inspiring me to love life even more and to look to the future with so much excitement, hope and joy. You’re very much appreciated.
Konting kembot na lang! We are good to go. Hehe.
Always remember, ‘the right people are timeless’ and I am blessed enough to have a few and one of it is you.